Thursday, May 03, 2007
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Opening his eyes slowly, still dizzy, Gabriel looked around. This was a black world. Everything was in shadows. He surveyed the dark clouds and then squinted at the dusty road ahead. A bitter smile stretched across his thin lips. “It is my own choice.” He settled down to his fate.
Life went on smoothly. Gabriel was quite satisfied with this new world. Though he was new, no one have ever asked why he came here. They seemed to know. Everyone was unfailingly polite. At the same time, nobody was too close to others. “This indeed is a world I want. No colour to disturb my eyes, no love to trouble my heart, thus no pain to suffer.”
The unforgettable scene flashed in his head again. “God, please bring me to elsewhere without love, even if only a month. I shall use my remaining life-span in exchange.” He heard himself plead despairingly but determinedly. Gabriel had broken up with his girlfriend. His world collapsed at once. There seemed to be no reason for existing in the world anymore, since nothing was left except pain. God had agreed and brought him here, though he still gave Gabriel a chance – a chance to come back. He smiled, “I’d never need it anyway.”
However, while Gabriel was waiting for death peacefully, he met her, Jane, the exact projection of his girlfriend. He was stunned, realizing he could never escape his fate. Wherever he was – both the colourful world and this black world – he still loved her. “If someone loves you, you can come back.” God’s heaven voice echoed awfully in his mind. “I must go back, with Jane, together.”
Making up his mind, he started sending Jane a black rose with a delicately designed card expressing his love daily. However Jane never said anything, seeming never care. Gabriel was puzzled. He was gentle and handsome. Jane always treated him well. She even said once that he was the only friend she had ever got. Yet she would not be with him.
After a night tossing and turning in bed, he finally approached Jane: “Why not give me a chance?” His body stiffened at her icy reply: “Because there is no red rose.” He was even more confused and frustrated. Why? This was such a bad excuse. This world was black. How could there possibly be red? Furthermore, how the hell was love related to the colour of rose? If only love could be decided by the colour of rose, how could he possibly end up here? Gabriel only knew that from the day they met, Jane never smiled at him, let alone telling him she love him.
It was he, who fell desperately deep in love. “Why? Doesn’t this world eliminate love? Isn’t here supposed to be free of pain? Why do I feel so hurt? ” Gabriel laughed dreadfully and ran away. Grief flashed on Jane’s face. Her eyes darkened. Her outstretched arm fell helplessly.
On the last day of the month, Gabriel lied on bed, stared stonily ahead waiting for the coming of death. “The exchange was wrong from the start. I am a fool. I can never escape love. I should know it…” He shook his head, wishing to throw the girl’s images out of his head.
Anyway all these were not important anymore. For a dying person, nothing was necessary.
The door was pushed open suddenly. Jane, the girl he loved deeply, walked in, with a basket full of withered black roses. He knew immediately those were the ones he sent. His expression softened at the very sight of her. Sitting up straight, he asked in a voice mixed with uncovered delight and anxiety, “Why are you here?”
“You can only spend one month here, if I don’t come now, we will never see each other anymore.” She muttered with a gloomy and guilty smile.
“Go! I don’t need your pity.” Pain revealed in his eyes.
“Have you ever regretted of coming here?” Jane asked plainly.
“Of course I have. The choice itself was a mistake. I still love you, cannot forget you, cannot escape pain and cannot make you love me…”Gabriel choked, leaning back with a tired smile on his face.
“I’m grateful that God sent you here. You don’t understand. I liked you from a long time ago…”
He cut her off, “I don’t need your pity. No need to lie to me.”
“I did not lie to you.” She stood still, looking into his eyes, “I liked you from the first time you sent me a black rose.”
“Impossible.” He shook his head. “Or you won’t wait till now.”
“Because…” She paused, “I want to spend more time with you… you have asked for a world without love. Here it is. In this black world, except those who trade with God, such as you, nobody is allowed to love someone. To tell anyone the three words means the end of life.”
He stunned, not able to think. Jane leaned forwards to his ear: “I don’t want you to die. Thus I LOVE YOU. Bye, my dear.” He reached out his hand desperately trying to hold her. But he only caught a handful of black sand.
With a sudden dizzy feeling, he returned. The world was colourful. He became the best planter for roses and grew a garden full of beautiful and delicate red roses. He lived happily till the end of his life for himself, and for Jane.
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Red Dream by Yichen
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
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